urghh!monday suck okay.n yah guess what a person did not come to school and my world is like liviong in PEACE!woohooo!with and w/o the person makes a lot of difference you know!actually you know what that aliyah is like keep disturbing me that i like that guy while i dont!haha.my throat suck larh with this bloody nose and the thingy inside it coming out from my nose!fcuk!my day in school wasnt so great n i dont know why it just feel weird n i rather dont go to school but i dont know why it just feels very weird with the people arpund who i was once closed with me but everything changed just because of a perso that is a TRAITOR!n in mother tongue class,that bloody farahin is soo like MACAM PAHAM!i hate her to the double X-CORE!fcuk shit ok farahin!okk im done till here coz im in the computer lab now doing what ever thing that i didnt do.cekgu idah lah cekgu paleng irritating setuju? suro buat laen aku buat laen.haha.n i am missing someone!haha.you should know who my friends!my SASA not that syed azmir!hmpph!to azreen:please dont comment about me liking him!haha
TO THAT BLOODY PERSON:its good that you know that i bloodily hate you because you think that only my attitude change but what about you?only my attitude change towards you??!only me!!ehh wake up dont think too highly of your bloody self n just know that not even anyone wants to take you in to be their group members including me!NOT EVEN YOUR FRIENDS WHO YOU SAY YOUR BESTFRIEND!now i am the one breaking your heart into a milion2 pieces n get this right into your head.im using all tis words to make you think n i know you will say that im very
rude,annoying n liar!i know all that and i realise what im writing and dont think that what i write is rude coz if you were to ask people, they will also say the same not on me!im writing all this only towards you not to anyone else!we were ONCE close but not anymore just look yourself into the mirror and ask yourself why arent we the closed friends like we were before!why?all thanks to you your attitude change when you meet new friends!kacang lupekan kulet katekan.why am i still ok with the other 2 of them when we ferst met but not with you?why you n her are fighting now when i thought that you n her was closed!until i n the other tought that you n her had totally forgotten us?!why isnt she not close with you until you both are fighting right now?you run to us when you have no friends and run back to her when she is there im not only talking about you everyone is like that but yours is the worse!i just cant stand looking at the hell out of you who is damn flirty and that flirty attitude of yours are there when i ferst met you!i talk alot n you talk alot but i watch my mouth and i apologize somewhere if my words are rash but you?you dont even realise that what you are saying have hurt MY FEELINGS!you say all that hoping me not to hear but i heard itall and the pain in my heart is worser than being stabbed!COZ THE WORDS LINGERS IN MY EARS EVERYTIME I HEARD YOUR BLOODY NAME!do you know all that?im sure you dont realise that you have hurt someones feelings not only me!even i have hurt peoples feelings but i said it again and again go read my blog and you see that i APOLOGIZED if i hurt their feelings but if you were to ask me to read your blog and see if you have done that then i will laugh at you!coz even a rude person like me has a very kind heart inside to at least realise my bloody mistakes!but you will only realise your mistakes when people starts talking bad about you!whats all this?are you trying to say that im rong in ritinh all this?just face the fact that your ATTITUDE CHANGE!LET ME EMPHASIS YOUR ATTITUDE CHANGE!i dont mind if you dont talk to me coz i know that i am at fault this time but HEY its time for you to realise!wake up!!i dont care if you have watever illness i dont take care of you and im not your governess to know everything!i dont want to know anything about you despite you telling me whatever shit that cam out from your mouth!i dont care a hell out of it!i dont care and just for your bloody info that you are a complete eavesdropper you simply or automatically know if i dont like you after me talking to her!what does this tell me about you?or am i suppose to say ''no lah you have such a perfect hearing that you can even hear a mouse squeak in a noisy area''ohh your soo good!am i??i am not as KPO as you to jage YOUR TEPI KAIN!aku sadar diri ehh dengan perangai aku from you who keep asking people what is your mistake until people cant stand it with you until a soft hearted girl like her cant stand you?how am i a very bad&hot tempered girl have to stand with you??cann you tell me!i know i am rude n very harsh at my words but 1 thing I AM TRUSTWORTHY and i dont go around telling people others secret!i dont go around apologizing to people unless i am in the rong while you go around apologizing when you know you were at the wrong and you did the same mistakes again and go around apologizing!! whats this??i just dont understand what is the matter with you just put aside all your illness or your family problems away!since you really want to know what is rong with you know i spitting it all out as i cant stand with you anymore and i dont care if you are gonna be my enemy as i am a girl of my own and i dont care having enemy like you!i dont care if you wanna talk bad behind me now coz i soo like dont care ok i wont care anymore about your problems and i wont disturb you asking you to do anything or whatever coz im not gonna spit even a word on you as i think that is for your own good before i start spitting nonsense right infront of your face so i think i betta not talk to you.save your energy writing about me if you wanna talk about me just tell me.i forget i still remembr when you fought with her you blackmailed her right?ouh yeah i think your thinking of blackmailing me??go on!i dont give a damn!see that!I DONT GIVE A DAMN!
sorry people i was only relieving stress!quite fcuked up now but nehmind!chill hidayah!haha
currently:sick!