im so like being sick today.serious shit idk wats up next.i slept n i dreamt of saying stupid crap things to mrba!idk why i wanted to say sorry or something argh!ive been having breakdowns since the past days.maybe because he did something?idk!ok fuck!i just dont know whats up in there!i get irritated easily i scold people w/o reasons!whats next?i dreamt of him yesterday n the past few days.after dreaming about him my mood just change like that.what actually i want to say?can i just say?!can i!but what am i suppose to say?!this thing is actually spoiling my mood!okay whatever i dont give a damn!u wanna block me forever go ahead mrba.i wont care animore.im sick n tired waiting for empty hopes.lets make it short n sweet!*sobs*