current song listening: fall
it seems a big song mean for me because i keep listening to this song from like i dont know when and it's so addictive. i'm not emo ok it's just that song did touch my heart in some ways especially the chorus. i've got no mood to laugh and so sorry to nad and ain who followed my perangai because i wanted to go home fast when they wanted to stayed back because i was in no mood to study that topic of maths! therefore i've got no humour in me, they make jokes i forced myself to laugh when i don't get the joke and i felt like i'm so boring that day. now, im stucked at home facing this notebook and blogging aimlessly with alot of questions in my mind not answered and won't be answered anyway. im trying to forget the past but it seems so hard, all the past. take a deep breath f...o...r...g...e...t...e...v...e...r...y...t...h...i...n...g...