I'm still in search of a friend. that friend whom i don't acknowledge as friend. she is my sister, my best friend, my enemy, my girlfriend and my soul. i want that friend who knows that I'm sad even though I'm laughing. who don't say hi every time we meet but who goes like "bitch hows ya?!" who does everything and anything together with me even if they like or don't like it. who feels that I'm their priority even though she's got a boyfriend. WHO NEVER NEGLECTS ME and who never make me feel left out. whose always there for me and calls me even before i wanna call them. to bitch and gossip about our everyday life and share all the secrets together, who never back stabs and say it in my face when they don't like my attitude. who never let me astray and never forget me even though she's got thousands of friend. and i want that friend who goes around and tell everyone that i am her bestestfriend, sister, girlfriend and all. I'm still in search of that friend. or maybe, it wont even come. only god knows. i don't need a boyfriend i just need that friend who is sincere befriending me because of who i am. Ive got a lot of good friends, close friends and friends. but i have yet to find my true friend. its rather saddening that i haven't found mine just YET. because rig ht now at this point of time i NEED someone whom i can share what I'm feeling deep down.