don't really hate my life. but i just dislike it to a certain extend. O's is soo near and i get soo panic when everyone is studying and i'm not. and i will end up realizing that i still need to study a lot. day's just past by. PRELIM 2 was crazy. i found myself studying EVERY SINGLE DAY. like since when? studies aside, life. oh my life is like this _____________________________________ yes plain and no i cannot say its boring because its sinful. my friends seemed to alienating themselves from me one by one. yes slowly and slowly. LOL its okay because i'm used to it already by now and since when am i not alone?seriously. i go to school and come home and go to school and come home. i don't bother to ask why they're moving away from me. cause i forget to see myself in the mirror just yet. so i'll kinda ask myself. guess what i got? " coz you're one boring thud, ASS." YEAP, IM THAT BORING ASS, who lost her sense of humor and is forever sad. so lemme ask, WHO CARES? lol yes that's the answer. NO ONE CARES A SHIT ABOUT ME. i'm just plain and boring and lifeless, who'd wanna be my friend? NO ONE. yes i have to face reality that this is how my life is. bla bla bla and btw, I'M NOT THAT DRAMA MAMA kind of person. even though i write compositions well. LOL no. what'd you wanna know anyways? how i go to school and what time and with whom i come home from school with everyday? NO. i knew it. so yes, don't even bother checking out this space because i don't wish for self pity here or even for anyone to read. LOL I'M NOT SUCH AN ATTENTION SEEKER. no worries. sigh, my life's soo fun.....
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