Sad news early in the morning. As you all might've heard about it, the Malaysia Airlines MH370 which was supposed to land in Beijing at 630AM did not and a high probability of it is that it crashed in the oceans of Vietnam. Reason why i'm typing this down is because my hearts not been in peace and i don't know why. heard this news in the morning and frankly speaking i could cry overtime i see news about it crashing, everyone died and stuff because its 237 people in the plane and there is 2 infants. i just cant seem to handle it well even though here is no relative of mine involved in the flight but imagine the relatives of all the 237 people, how they might've felt and comprehend the news that their loved ones aren't coming back... i can't even imagine it if it were to happen to me, seriously. it's 237 for Allah's sake, not 1 or 2 or even 10. :'( i don't know why this has affected me soo much but my tears was at the brink every time i read tweets/ig's/facebook posts about it. Like what they say KUN, maka Terjadilah which means that if Allah wants it to happen, not even the best plane or pilot or awards can prevent this tragedy from happening. SubahanAllah.
Lately, been receiving unpleasant news from around me and frankly speaking, i'm scared but i shall be strong and continue living life and let Allah do the rest. :(
Right now, my heart is still not at eased even though i let all my hearts out about MH370. Probably because this is not the reason why my hearts isn't at ease. Ya Alllah, aku mohon kepadamu, kau tenangkanlah hati hambamu ini, aku mohon perlindunganmu untuk aku dan keluargaku. Amin. I still just want to break down and cry right now, i don't even know why. maybe i should sleep, hopefully that tomorrow will be a better day. In sha Allah. Amin.